Girl-friend

Sat up panting
Wasn’t running
Hate afternoon naps
But my brain had a lapse
What should i tell my groom
Who’s out there in the room
Planning out our honeymoon
While i sleep out my afternoon
Is it still called cheating
If i’m only but dreaming?
Been worrying too much
Been longing for a touch
But not from her
I don’t like kitties that purr
Is it still called cheating
If i’m only but dreaming?
Been straight my whole life
I never wanted me a wife
It felt fulfilled to kiss her
Wonder what i should infer
Is it still called cheating
If i’m only but dreaming?
The smooth of her skin and the curvy waistline
Something about hers, made me touch mine
It was unusually sensual to think of her that way
May be I’m not but what if i’m gay?